LI, jin

[jin li]

JIN LI
why do bird suddenly appear every time you are near?
just like me, they long to be close to you

NICKNAMES: None
GENDER: Male
ANIMAL: Red Panda
SEXUALITY: Unsure
AGE: Sixteen
GRADE: Sophomore
SCHEDULE:

TELL ME A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF.

Well let's see. I like a lot of things.. but I'd have to say that my two main loves are cooking and gardening. I could spend all day doing one of those two things and not even realize that the time was flying by. I also like physical affection. Like hugs and cuddles and things. My parents are kind of stiff when it comes to that kind of stuff so I like to get a lot of it from my friends.. or rather, my friend. I also really really like traditional Chinese culture. I'm from China, I was born in Beijing and I really don't want to lose my culture. It's something I am proud of. And when I do have a friend around me, one of my favorite pastimes is giggling. I love to laugh.

Now, things I don't like. I don't like disliking things. But unfortunately, everyone does. So first things first, I really dislike being alone.. and I know that I am. I also get really nervous about snakes. They're scary. And because I love to cook and garden, I can't stand prepackaged foods. I know it's a weird thing to dislike, but I can't help it. Also, I know it makes me sound like a pathetic person but I dislike making my own decisions. Please, don't think less of me for that.

TELL ME MORE, PLEASE? WHAT ARE YOU LIKE?

Well, I don't really think I have a whole lot of positive traits but I suppose I will try. I think that I am a very friendly person. There isn't anyone out there that I won't talk to and offer a bit of kindness. I also like to give people I pass food that I've made. I'm a pretty giggly person if you make me happy and it's really not that hard to do. I'm loyal to my friendships when and if I do ever get them and there is no one as loving as I am.

But there are a lot of negative things about me. Things I am ashamed of. I am dishonoring my family by not wanting to be a doctor when I grow up. I've disobeyed my parents and I think that makes me a bad person. I also suffer from depression I suppose and I don't really think that I am a worthy person of just about anything. I'm lonely and I am perhaps a bit too desperate for friends and trust people too easily. This makes me an easy target to be used and abused and that makes me sad.

THAT’S INTERESTING. CAN YOU TELL ME A SECRET? I PROMISE NOT TO TELL.

- I cut myself with a razor when no one is looking. Sometimes I just want to die.

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OOC

YOUR NAME: Rissa
YOUR GENDER: Female
RP EXAMPLE:

With a soft little sigh escaping from his lips, Jin made his way down the street that was line with tons of little shops. He honestly didn't know exactly what he was doing here. Today was one of those days where the loneliness was choking him. It was as soon as he woke up this morning, enveloping him like a harsh and unfriendly blanket. And as if to make things even gloomier, it looked as if the sky would open up at any moment. The small Chinese boy glanced up at the dark landscape, hoping that it wouldn't because he'd forgotten his umbrella.

But the weather wasn't the worst thing about lonely days like this. What really got his heart in a rut was when he thought about days gone by.. about things that almost happened, things that did happen, and things that he wished would happen again. It was a day like this, in the not so distant past, that Jin had his little heart ripped from his chest. It was days like this that Jin usually wandered around in search of company, of shelter from the storm inside of his heart.

As he strolled along the street attempting to forget about all of the things that drove him deeper into his depression, Jin paused to glance into the window of what appeared to be a pet shop. His emerald gaze flickered along the small display before him and he caught the glimpse of an adorable black and tan dachshund puppy. This coaxed a small smile to tug gently at the corners of his lips. If there was one thing that could always make Jin smile, it was animals. As soon as the puppy noticed him, it began to wag its tail happily. Upon seeing this, Jin decided that he simply had to go inside and pet it.

The bell on the door gave off a pleasant little jingle as Jin entered the shop. The boy didn't look up to greet whomever might be sitting behind the counter. He didn't mean to be rude, he just wanted a pick me up and he suspected petting this puppy might just do the trick. So Jin made his way to the display by the window and cooed softly at the dog. He leaned over to scratch behind the happy puppy's ears, giggling when it began to lick at his hand. "Aren't you a cutie?" There was a soft tint to Jin's voice as usual, giving a small hint towards his gentle nature.

After a few moments, he stood up straight and squirted a little bit of hand sanitizer from the wall onto his hands. As he rubbed it in, Jin turned his body halfway. His gaze swept slowly along the pet shop, wondering what else he could cuddle with.

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